34: about myself.

Earlier this evening I was telling my friends that I've recently concluded I'm not sociable. Sure I easily give away smiles and greetings even to complete strangers but most of the time I keep to myself or only to one or two people at a time. I enjoy big groups but at the end of the day it's those moments spent with a few people that linger.

Looking back at our conversation I now realize that I do not need to be apologetic about the way I am. This is me: I'm built this way. I laugh easily,  I get teary eyed easily. I find joy in mundane things.  I easily back off people whenever I feel the slightest amount of discomfort.   But most of the time I pursue intimate conversations and company and for that people find it uncomfortable to go alone with me. Thank God there are still those that listen, laugh and are willing to be dragged to places I want to go.

I ride with the wind, come with me.