36: about being lazy

So this is a confession: I've been lazy this 2011.

I've had my share of plans, resolutions and commitments when 2011 started but I'm afraid like a lot of impulse bought books I have they all went straight into those plastic boxes I hid somewhere in my room.  I've been too comfortable, too happy, too contented. I watched a lot of shows I liked, read the most entertaining books, slept a lot (but not in the right proportions) waited on people a lot, sang a lot talked a lot.  But I'm saying this now my friend, all those things are so 2011. 


This coming year things are going to change. I've been dreaming too long waiting too long. I've been too careful.

This year I will rediscover my passions. I will make my work my day job. I've been thinking about this for a time now and maybe this is what's  bugging me all along: I'm making a terrible excuse of myself being some sort of breadwinner that's why I didn't take the risks - all those opportunities from way back. Well this time around I will start something new.
When I think of it, all the things i've set my eyes upon years ago - I really haven't tried anything to reach them.  Let's see this year.

I will find my music. When I find it, I will dance with it.